I lost a lot
Mind going crazy it might be too hot
Times are hard
Pick another card
I’ve been chosen enough
Life is already tough
Living cold in a slimy place
It’s hard to look without seeing a zombie face
Sometimes I lay at night and cry
I ask God why
You picked me to break down in a shell
It’s cold I need I need to leave hell
Thinking about the past
Mind going crazy because it shouldn’t last
Sometimes it’s sad to look at my phone
Reminds me of how much I’m alone
A fake smile shatter at night
Cause that’s the end it’s not a fight
It’s crazy how the world lies
Despite the ugly look out my eyes
Unconditional love
Close your eyes and look above
No it’s crazy how blood is as thin as a card
Blood suppose to be the sign of easy not hard
Money shouldn’t be the first thing to convince you
Look the sky is dark blue
Not night just pollution from the thin blood
Shouldn’t be hurt by a soft thud
Deny the fact of it
This is a piece of mind now spit
Money blow by
New people arrive from the sky
I don’t remember anything you say
Just remember my day
Because this is a piece of mind now spit
Lawson: The Poet 